Before You Grew Up…

Before you grew up, you were, so young, and, because you couldn’t fight back, people who were, bigger than you, picked on you, made you the butt of their jokes.

Before you grew up, there’s something you need to understand, about this, cruel, cold world I’d come to know: there are, a TON of bad things that happen for absolutely NO reasons at all, and, as these bad things happen, you may not understand why it’d happened, but, there’s NO need to stress your mind about it.

not my photograph…

Before you grew up, there’s a lot you need to learn, to catch up on on life, and, that, would be the best gift you will ever have, time! You will have the chance, the opportunities to take your sweet time, to grow up slowly, unlike how I was forced to grow up fast, and I will NOT force you to grow up so fast, like growing up was, forced, upon me too.

Before you grew up, but, you will, NEVER have the chance, to GROW UP, because you’d DIED, before you were ever born, and, there’s no changing that EVER! Before you grew up, how can you, grow up, if you’re, dead?

not my photo here still…

And, it’s still, for the best, that the child I was meant to have, I won’t be having, because, you’d still be, SAVED, from the lifelong abuse and neglect that I had, already, endured through………

Before you grew up, child, the thing is, you will, NEVER be growing up, you will NEVER know the world I was raised in and by, and, I no longer missed you, like crazy anymore………

and finally…

not my photo still…