This is, no life for a child, we’d parted ways, with a child, as the only LINK between us, and, we both wanted her to be on our sides, and, the judge, based off of the best interest of the child, gave us both, joint custody.
And so, it’d started, I have her one week, and you have her the next, then the following week, she’s mine, the next week after that, she’s yours. And, as we’d become separated, we each, got on, with our lives, started seeing other people, and, the child we “shared” together became even more TRAPPED between us, and, she will learn, to please us each separately, and before you know it, she’d become, two-faced, for survival’s sake.
No life for a child, my lifestyle isn’t good for you, that, is why I’m leaving you at your fathers, but worry not, I will come back to visit you from time to time, and on special occasions such as birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas, oh, and you get to travel with me on the road for a whole month during your summer vacations, isn’t that great?
But, it’s still, NO life for a child, because a child needs consistencies, stabilities in her/his young life, and if that isn’t established or set up long ago, then, you are, bound to develop problems, difficulties, or issues as you get older, kid!
And, this is still, NO life for you, my child, and so, you’d died (or rather, you were, NEVER conceived!!!), it’s for the best, and I know it, because I’d been through EVERY SINGLE FUCKED up experience there IS in this god DAMN life of mine, and, hell will have to FREEZE, before I agree to having you, my dearly beloved, already DEAD Emily!
And by the way, baby girl, mommy still loves you a lot here!!! The life I’d already had was, NO life for a child, and I still found, my lost innocence back, in 2008………