These were, of the experiences I’d never even remembered that had, happened to me, perhaps, due to their painful natures, that my mind had, shielded them from my life, to protect me, so I can, grow up into adulthood…
Memories, suppressed, why, do you come out now? My mind had, suppressed each and every last one of you, from when I was growing up, and yet, you’re all, overflowing one by one, back, into my consciousness, why is that??? Is it that the suppressed memory banks are already, too full, and seeing how there are still, newer memories that I have to suppress each and every day, the memory banks are, emptying out the older ones?
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Memories, suppressed, I don’t know HOW each and every last one of ‘em can be hidden for me, for so long, and for so very well, for, I’d not had ANY memories of that, since the memories were made! Memories suppressed, why, oh why, did you, my unconscious, start unfolding just now? Could it be, that the specific life-altering, life-changing decision that I’d just made, had kick-started it all again? Memories suppressed, they may, or may not, come out for you, or, perhaps, it’s, ‘cuz you’d kept, pushing ‘em down, lower, lower, AND lower, deeper, deeper AND, deeper, that they’d become, buried too deep………
Memories suppressed, they may not even come back out into the daylight, as the memories became, too stubborn, and just, refused, to budge, so no matter how hard I’d pulled, and tucked them one by one, they just, refused, to come out again.
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Life, the Obstacle Course 