So, You THINK You’d Given Me Enough???

So, you THINK you’d given me enough??? How can you compare what you’d given me, with WHAT you’d taken FROM me, huh??? Get ready, people for that DAILY INVENTORY!!!

First, you’d taken away MY childhood, I was forced (b/c it was NEVER a “choice” for me), to shoulder UP the responsibilities, AS a SEVEN-YEAR-OLD, to take CARE of the two of your emotions, when in truth, your emotions, they weren’t even MY god DAMN responsibility at all.

and this, was EXACTLY how it WAS, when I was growin’ up too…

And secondly, why the HELL did I need to get SACRIFICED on the ALTARS of your GOD DAMN marriages, uh, hello, hello, hello??? Weren’t the TWO of you, as CONSENTING adults, decided, hey, let’s get MARRIED, and, let me FUCK you, “honey”, and, in just THIRTY-TWO (I think it was, or maybe, it was, 36, but I know DAMN certain, that I didn’t stay “in” for the ENTIRE FORTY FUCKING weeks!!!) short weeks, out popped, a Pretty Little Mistake, yours TRULY, and, by the way (that’s BTW those of you who are so used to abbreviations), I’m still THAT “pretty little mistake” who’d NEVER made a SINGLE, solitary mistake of MY own here!!!

And so, let’s, RECAP, what the two of you, FUCKING parents gave to me: my life, and I’d already paid you back, by getting SACRIFICED as that GOAT on the altars of your god DAMN fucking marriage, and, need I remind you, WHO the FUCK it was, who’d fucking HUMPED his whore, when I was just SEVEN years old, and how the FUCK, was I, at the age of ONLY seven, supposed to, carry ALL the god DAMN emotions of your marriage, but I’d still done it……………

And so, you think you’d given me enough? Not even CLOSE, and at the “tender” (and yeah, that’s still MY SARCASM talkin’ here) age of SIXTY-TWO, you still don’t have one god DAMN clue, and, remind me again, WHEN it was, that I’d figured ALL of it out again??? On the verge of turning twenty-SEVEN, so, you tell me then, oh wait, you can’t, ‘cuz the CATS had already, SEVERED off your T-O-N-G-U-E!!!

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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