This is just me, ranting on, “stuff” here, it’s still NOT directed toward ANYBODY who CAN “digest” this…
Did you, finally, become, an orphan??? Well, it’s ‘bout time that you’d finally, lost BOTH your parents, and F.Y.I. they NEVER loved you, and, the only reason I can come up with, for them having you would be??? Oh yeah, they’d FUCKED (and your point being???) without PROTECTION, and, perhaps, maybe??? YO mama found out too late, and it was, WAY too late to have a SAFE abortion, and that, was how you’d come about.
note: this is NOT supposed to be C-U-T-E!!!
Did you, finally, become, an orphan??? It’s ‘bout time, that you’d MANNED up, after all, there’s that saying of, “a BOY becomes a M-A-N, when his father dies”, right? And, you’d waited for how long again??? For YO daddy to die??? Did you, finally, become an orphan??? It’s not that easy, to live out the rest of your lives, knowing you were NEVER loved, that you were, abandoned as children, abused AND neglected, by those two PRIMARY ATTACHMENT figures (hello, hello, hello??? Must I go OVER everything more than TEN times??? Fine, maybe not that many, but still………) in your lives, is it? And, that much-needed closure you’d been trying to find since maybe BEFORE day one (however LONG ago that was!!!), you ain’t NEVER, EVER, EVER findin’ it, not even IF you go into EXTENSIVE P-S-Y-C-H-O-T-H-E-R-A-P-Y for it!
note: not my photograph still…
Did you, finally, become, an orphan? And now, you will, live with knowing the FACTS of your life, and those are???
- NOBODY EVER LOVED YOU!
- NOBODY IS EVER GOING TO LOVE YOU (NOT even ME!!!)
- YOU WILL, GROW LONELY and GRAY, and DIE, ALL ALONE, without ANY members of your families that loved you.
- Etc., etc., etc.
- And that, sums it up………
Life, the Obstacle Course 