Riding on the Rollercoaster Ride of Your Emotions

Just to MAKE myself C-L-E-A-R here, I NEVER wanted to, come, to this “amusement park” in the first place!!!

I got on an amusement park ride, thinking that it’ll be like, all the other amusement park rides I’d ever been on, no danger, what I didn’t know was, that it was, a rollercoaster ride, of your emotions that I hopped onto…

not my photograph…

Riding on the rollercoaster ride of your emotions, I gotta tell you, that I was, actually, pretty excited when I heard that this brand new ride was, finally, open to the public, so, of course, I’d gone, to check it out, not knowing what was in store for me………

Riding on the rollercoaster ride of your emotions, I soon figured out, that it was, NOT at all, that enjoyable, because, the ride NEVER ends it just, looped around, around, around, around, AND around endlessly, and soon, I’d become, nauseated (because of all the turning upside down???).

Riding on the rollercoaster ride of your emotions, I got more than I bargained for, it was nothing like I’d wanted to experience, and on top of that, the SAFETY precautionary belt stopped working, it’d just, popped, open as I was still, riding on that rollercoaster, I’d almost, fallen out of the ride.

Riding on the rollercoaster ride of your emotions, that, was how I grew up, I was, never allowed, to express, or even, experience, ANY of my negative emotions like anger, resentment, sadness, feelings of upset, because I’d had to, deal with, ALL of your negative emotions.

And now, after riding on the rollercoaster ride of your emotions for GOD knows how long, I’m finally O-F-F, and, I was still, unsteady, and shaken up very badly, as I got off, my legs were, too wobbly, for me to stand, it took me, a very, very, very long time, to finally, get myself together………