Do I Miss You?

Do I miss you?  Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm, let me think………(still thinkin’ here)………

Do I miss you?  Why?  Because you want me to miss you, so I’ll feel guilty, for leaving?  Do I miss you, yeah, I had, and, those were the hardest nights of my life, when I’d had to lie awake at night, and sob silently, so nobody hears my cries.

not my sketch…

Do I miss you?  I used to, but not anymore, because you’d become, a past part of who I was, and I’m no longer that person anymore, and so, I guess, I don’t miss you then?  But then again, I’d still, miss you, from time to time, like when it rained, or, when I see a bee, buzzing all over the garden full of flowers.

Do I miss you?  Even if I do, what good would that do?  It’s not, as if, fate will, hand you back to me again, so, I’d stopped, missing you, out of necessity, I guess.  Do I miss you?  Nope, because you’re already gone, and, once you’re gone, I can’t ever get you back again, and, I’m still, the same old me, with a whole lot of real life experiences, underneath my belt here!!!

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
This entry was posted in Experiences of Life, In a Meditative State, Loss, Losses & Gains, Properties of Life, Ranting About Life, the Process of Life, the Road to Recovery, Things Left Behind, Values of Life and tagged . Bookmark the permalink.

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