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It’s really hard, to admit, to ourselves, as well as, each other, that life is, out of our hands…
Realizing that life is, out of our hands, what, a SHOCKER that was!!! When I first realized, that life is, out of our hands, I’d started, hyperventilating, because I couldn’t, believe it, and, it took me, a very long time, to finally, allow the truth to settle in, to sink.
Realizing that life is, out of our hands, but, how can it be? We’d always been, the constructors, the builders, of our lives, aren’t we? I mean, we’d made, ALL the choices we’d made up to where we currently are in life, no? So, you’re telling me now, that none of it, was MY choosing? How, can I, deal with that!
Realizing that life is, out of our hands, because life was NEVER ours to begin with, each one of us are, subjects of destiny and fate, fate and destiny are like the jail wardens, and we humans are all, inmates, serving our separate and equal HARD times here, and yeah, this may render you helpless, but hey, it’s the TRUTH, so, GET used to it already, huh???
Life is not now, nor has it, ever been, IN our control, but because we are humans, we thought ourselves to be powerful (like the Almighty???), besides, we want to feel in control of our lives, which, is why not many of us had given in, to our destinies yet, well, guess WHAT? I H-A-D, and, from someone who’s been there, and done THAT too, I know what I found, is better, than what I had from the very start………of life! But, that still doesn’t mean, that I will BE defeated by my own fate and my own destiny, I just learned, to coexist peacefully with it in my life is all, kinda like living with some condition that’s unpleasant, but you can’t get rid of??? Yeah, it’s, kinda, like that………
