As I’d just LEARNED (and your point being???), that this, would be, the winter solstice…
Well, that would probably be, a good depiction of my former life (and no, still didn’t, just D-I-E!!!). I’d, lived, in the darkness, not knowing, that there was, a light source, waiting for me, to flip on, and so, as you may imagine, I’d, bumped, into, a TON of unpleasant things. Seen those monsters underneath the beds, hidden, waiting, ‘til everybody’s asleep, and I’m the only one who’s still awake, to come out, to taunt, to haunt me.
not my picture…
Shortest day, longest night, I won’t have, any more of those again, I’d already, overcome, all of my dark nights, and now, my life is, filled with reality, and I’m still, not depressed (b/c Depressed People are the Most Realistic??? From my Social Psych Pretest-Posttest, from 2006-ish???). shortest day, longest night, that, no longer scares me, like it’d, used to, because as a child, I’d had, NOBODY, to keep me safe, just, me, and those dolls that I’d, played rough, and raped, because I’d carried, too much pain inside.
Shortest day, longest night, well, the length of the nights are, perfect now, it’s, not too short, not too long, allowing me, to sleep through, soundly here…………
still not my picture…
Life, the Obstacle Course 