They’d told me, that you’d, died, and, I flew into, a FRENZY!!! After losing you, I couldn’t deal, and I’d, withdrawn, into my own miseries, feeling, insurmountable loss, and, just, allowed the miseries, to take me under.
After losing you, I’d tried everything, to help ease the pains, but, nothing worked, NOT alcohol, NOT drugs, prescribed and illegal, and, I had, tried to divert the emotional pains by inflicting physical wounds on myself, as it’d worked from before, but, NO such luck this time around!
After losing you, my marriage was over too, and, for a very long time, you, were the only thing that kept us intact, and now that you’d died, there just, didn’t seem to be a point, for me, to stay together with him………
After losing you, I was, lost, in pain, for a very, very, very long time, and, there was just, NO other way ‘round it. After losing you, I’d gone to the bars, every single night, until the very last call, and I still wasn’t quite done yet!
After losing you, it was, very, difficult, for me, to cope, because, you were the only thing that mattered to me, you were, my child, and my mind had just, gone back to the day, that you’d died, again, again, and again………
Life, the Obstacle Course 