How Could You Have Not Known???

and no, still NOT my picture…

How could you have not known, that your kid was getting raped by her grandfather, that she was, acting out, for a reason?  And when she’d misbehaved lately, you’d just, SPANKED her, and called her “bad”!  How could you?  What kind of a mother would punish her own offspring, after she’d been RAPED by her grandfather?

How could you have not known?  Oh, I know, ‘cuz you weren’t, paying ENOUGH attention, to WHAT really mattered: the wellbeing of your YOUNG, and, you’re failure to pay attention now, led to her death, many years later, and, can you even, imagine all those years that she’d had to, live with the pains, of the betrayals from the loved one who raped her, as well as, the mother who called her a “liar”?  No wonder she’d chosen to end her own life, on YOUR birthday, that way, you will NEVER, EVER forget now, would you!

How could you have not known, that your children were, needing you?  Because you and your husband are, spatting all the time, over HIS affair, and when you couldn’t even keep guard over your own FUCKED up marriages, how the FUCK will you find the time, to watch over your little ones?

How could you have not known?  It’s all, in RETROSPECT now, the damages are already DONE here, there ain’t NO “what-if’s” or “what might have been’s”, and, NO amount of regrets you feel now, will EVER help make a single difference, you should’ve heard your child’s LOUD screams in the nighttime, but you just, muffled up your ears!

not my photo still…