This stems still from??? Oh yeah, being, so very I-N-S-E-C-U-R-E with oneself!
Fears of the dark, fears of being on one’s own, because I’d been, abandoned before, by those who were supposed to love me, but never had, and, growing up, I’d carried that sense of low self-esteem, sense of INSECURITY of the environment, of myself (as it’s still called??? Oh yeah, T-R-A-N-S-F-E-R-E-N-C-E, you MORONS!!!), with me, wherever I’d go…
Fears of the dark, fears of being on one’s own, how, can someone overcome that? Oh yeah, start trusting in oneself, and STOP question EVERY single emotion, or behavior, that one may have, but, oh wait, that, can’t be done, not yet, ‘cuz you still need to, FIX UP what went wrong in your childhoods, and, without that Time Machine, you can’t go back, to the past, and CHANGE it, which means, you’ll ALWAYS be STUCK!
Oopsy!!!
and this, is what that looks like…