This, is what you’d become (and no, still NOT cryin’ ‘bout it here!) to me, a child I will never meet, but, one that I love, with my heart, soul, and entire being, because, you were, once, so, very long ago, mine, even though, you never “made it”………
A child will never meet, but why? Did I do something awful, that the heavens took you away, to punish me? Was it something I did, or didn’t do enough of, to lose you? Of course N-O-T, as, NONE of this, had been my fault from the beginning, it’s all been, THEIRS, it’s just, that I’m made, to pay, the consequences that’s all.
A child I will never meet, but, that’s okay, because I know I loved you, even BEFORE the beginning ever came to me, love, and, your mommy is still here, strong as ever, and, you would be SIX this year too………