This, is what you’d become (and no, still NOT cryin’ ‘bout it here!) to me, a child I will never meet, but, one that I love, with my heart, soul, and entire being, because, you were, once, so, very long ago, mine, even though, you never “made it”………
A child will never meet, but why? Did I do something awful, that the heavens took you away, to punish me? Was it something I did, or didn’t do enough of, to lose you? Of course N-O-T, as, NONE of this, had been my fault from the beginning, it’s all been, THEIRS, it’s just, that I’m made, to pay, the consequences that’s all.
A child I will never meet, but, that’s okay, because I know I loved you, even BEFORE the beginning ever came to me, love, and, your mommy is still here, strong as ever, and, you would be SIX this year too………
Life, the Obstacle Course 