Your memories are getting lost by the day, and, sometimes, you were able to, recover the lost pieces quickly enough, and at others, you just, sat, and stared, blankly, into space.
And I’m now, beginning to, dread the day when you will have, forgotten me. When you had, forgotten me, how will I react? I don’t think, that I can, fully prepare myself for it, after all, you are, my mom, and, I love you, very, very much, and, there’s no greater pain than being forgotten by someone you loved and cared so deeply for, because it’s like, all of a sudden, you’d lost your importance in that person’s life, it’s a betrayal, and it’s, painful too!
When you had, forgotten me, don’t know what I will do then, for now though, I just, stop thinking about the coming of that day, and, pray hard, that it never happens, that you will, pass away peacefully before then, but, I’ll, never know…
When you had, forgotten me, what’ll happen to me, I will be, orphaned, won’t I? And no longer, have you there with me, even IF, you’re there, with me, physically. When you had, forgotten me, it’ll happen, I know it, because when I look at you each and every day, your gait seemed to have, drifted, farther, and farther from the known world.
Life, the Obstacle Course 