This, is what I want to leave with you, a belief, something that’s strong enough, to help you, through the most difficult parts of your life, as you’re just, starting out in life, you hadn’t had many bruises OR bumps yet, and, I just don’t feel, that there is, a way, that I can, prepare you, for what happens next in life.
But I will, stay with you, for long as I possibly can, and hopefully, by the time our shared moments are finished, you would be, completely, prepared, for what’s coming up next in your life.
What I want to leave with you, it’s nothing that money can buy, and, even IF you managed, to get ALL the money in the world, to buy you, EVERYTHING your heart may desire, it still won’t measure up, to WHAT I want to leave you with.
I want you to know, that no matter what, you are, self-reliant, capable, no matter what ANYBODY else says to you, and, you know, that there are going to be, a TON of people who try to KICK you down, and, all you need to hold on to, is the thought, that you can count on yourself, to get you through the hardest times.
And, stay AWAY from B-O-Y-S, they’re TROUBLES! And, by half my age when I’d figured ALL of this BULLSHIT out (I’m thinkin’ by age thirteen-ish!), you will know, the TRUTH about this god DAMN F***ED up legacy of mine, and, I will NEVER allow you, to be PUT through HELL as I had been put through hell, by those who SHOULD’VE loved me, but abused me instead, I will NEVER raise you, by the ABUSE I’d received as a child, that, is NOT how I will love you, I will love you right, and, HAD you been conceived and born, you would’ve turned SIX, and, you can wear WHATEVER you want to, so long as it’s NOT a pink TUTU!