Translated…
“Some things, you don’t hope to persist, instead, you would persist, and see the hopes.”, my friend LINED me a great piece of writing, seeing this line, it’d created a ripple inside of me, I’d recalled this job that I’d worked in for over a decade’s time, and this line seemed to best describe the process.
Over a decade ago, as I’d come to work for this post, the work title was “executive assistant”, the job description was odds and ends, I’d needed to handle whatever others may throw at me. The basis of this job is taking everything in, and, this sort of a job without the numbers to show the sales rates, that you can’t see the results of your hard work, is the most straining to one’s self-confidence. After that feeling of “new” wore off, this same-task every single day became so totally boring to me, and, I’d become agitated easily at the office.
My superior saw my agitation, changed my post, and, I was on the track of learning something new. I’d gone from being hollered at, to learning humbly, with the pressures coming on at every corner, I’d often felt stressed out. Gladly, the heavens always look out for those who needed, I’d slowly gotten the hang of the multiple departments’ work requirements.
At first when I’d been given an assignment, I’d carried the attitude of “Just go and do it”, didn’t think too much about it. When I had bumps in the road, every bump was hard to pass, and yet, I’d sailed through each and every bump in the road, just did the best in my abilities.
Because I was once feeling very bad about being a single parent, and I was not at all confident about my own abilities, and I didn’t have a clear view of what I wanted in the future. And still, on this road I’m traveling, I’d worked hard, kept striding, feeling myself rooting, growing, I believe, that my future will get better with the days.
And so, this, is the growth of a woman, from being fearful of doing things wrong, to having the willingness to learn the tasks required of her in her job, she kept working hard, and, finally, she’d achieved her own personal growth.