Still waiting, for the effects of whatever to finally HIT me, but, everything feels so unreal right now…
When the fears had still yet to sink in, there’s that anticipation that’s making you jittery in the air, you KNOW that something IS coming, but you just don’t know when, where OR how it’ll hit you.
When the fears had still yet to sink in, you were just told, that you have something incurable, before you drift off into denial, there’s still time, to enjoy life for a bit. When the fears had still yet to sink in, because, your fear response is a bit too slow, plus, it all feels, too surreal to you is the thing.
When the fears had yet to sink in, you’ll just have to wait, stand still, stop getting jittery, and then, it’d, HIT you, and, you’ll be overwhelmed that’s for certain, by that STRONG sense of fear you’d never known before, and, you would’ve forgotten the moments of anticipation, of before the fears became too real…
When the fears had yet to sink in, there’s nothing you CAN do, NO way you can prepare yourselves for whatever’s comin’ next, because, you do NOT have control over anything in your lives anymore!
Life, the Obstacle Course 